Sunday, November 27, 2011

Lessons from Understanding Enneatype 4

Each of us has a unique fingerprint and a unique place in this world.  Each of us has a very particular and unique soul, distinguishable from all others, even though we are all derived from the same unified wholeness.  In my own being I am unique and special, just as everyone else is.  Then why is it that I so frequently and stridently attempt to prove my uniqueness to others and myself and to show disdain for other people?

If I have contempt for others or contempt for myself, I am denying the fact that all of us are manifestations of God on earth.  We are special because we have a holy origin and are holy beings.  Any sense of loss and emptiness I feel inside--even when it seems to be all about my need for connections with people and things-- is an indication that I have lost the connection with my own deeply holy nature, which is something I can't manufacture through my creativity but something I am being invited to seek through communion with myself in stillness and silence.